So I thought it would hurt for him to tell me that he didn't want to be with me after everything we've been through. I thought id feel lost and empty and wouldn't know what to do with myself but its the complete opposite.
Ive come to realize that it was a good thing that we didn't date. I don't like him like that. Ive never had a boy that's a friend, that was as close to me as he is, so with my rational thinking i thought that it meant we had to be more. I'm so dumb sometimes.
Were going to continue being close friends. Were good at it and we both make each other happy. I just hope he wont replace me with another girl. Heaven knows he couldn't find another best friend like me in another girl. Yea shit happens and at first I kind of wondered why he didn't want to be with me and I was freaking out about my faults but I get it now. Whether he told me the truth or not on why he didn't want to be with me, idc. I'm me, and I refuse to change for someone else. Yea I know I'm a nerd, a dork, very dramatic, and in general just plain weird, but I'm happy with my life that way and I'm not about to change it for someone else.
Sorry bro but I'm not changing and if you want to be with me your going to have to accept all my quirks. :)
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