I feel like when ever I tell my friends here about my life they feel awkward. I don't know. Before I left home after thanksgiving break it was made clear to me that I was not welcomed back. In that case I have signed up to work Christmas eve, Christmas day, and the day after Christmas. I don't think that I'm even going home for Christmas break to be honest.
Upon reading my blog most people probably know that I still like Chris. I mean did anyone actually excpect me to stop liking him once he told me he didn't like me? It doesn't work that way sadly. I do understand that he likes Holly though and it is starting to get to me that I'm lusting after a guy who doesn't nor will he ever want me.
Though in hindsight Nate and me have been spending a lot of time together. I don't think me and him will ever date or get together but its nice to have someone there to be my buffer. Whittney says shes going to try and set me up with Hunter since she and him are now talking. I'll believe that when its starts raining money. I still like Hunter a little bit to which is probably considered irrational since me and Hunter don't even really know each other. Sigh.
Its finals week so my stress level is at an all time high. It could be worst I guess, at least I got this whole week off from work plus I only technically have two finals and a paper so its not to bad.
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