I think its about time that i take a break from everyone. I need seclusion from everyone because every little thing that some people do just makes me mad. I need a break. I think this will be good for me. it will help me set out my priorities and also relax a bit. I think i might get back into doing art again. I've taken a break as of late. I really don't want to deal with people but Ive been thinking about hanging out with some old friends lately. I miss Anthony and Courtney a lot. We use to spend every summer together having fun. Maybe ill even see what Zacs up to.
You know theres thought that i might be going to the past because I'm not ready for the future but that's not true. I'm so ready to grow up and live but I'm just afraid I'm making a horrible mistake by staying in logansport. This was always something i never wanted, i never wanted to stay in logansport and go to college. but i feel like something i should do.I have two jobs and college will be cheap. i don't have to pay for housing or food. i just have to worry about school and getting a car. Its less stress but I just cant help but feel like I'm giving up everything I ever worked for.
With due time I feel like i will come to terms with my decisions. I hate regrets and i truly hope that i wont be living with any..
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