You know I kind of wonder what’s going to happen when I go
to college. What if I do get scholarships and it pays for everything, do I get
the extra money? I hope so. I’m really taking James offer into consideration. I
would love to live with away from home and I could actually see me and James
being ok again. Granted he’d have to get over the fact that I would be bringing
boys home. I haven’t told my mom any of this and I highly doubt he’s told his
mom either. I just can’t bear the thought of being stuck at home. That was the
biggest let down of the whole thing when I found out I couldn’t go to
Manchester. I just want to get out on my own.
The only thing stopping me is money. How am I supposed to pay my part of
everything when I only make 200 a month? I hope I get that job at the theatre
so bad. I really just need the money so I can get out of here!
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