Upon filling out a survey for my school I answered a question with the normal boring approach that one does when doing stupid school surveys. The more I wrote though, the more I realized that I was being real for once.
"Life before college did not prepare me for this. I am hugely overwhelmed and at the current moment don't have any idea what I'm going to do. I can't decide if its this school or if college in general is just not meant for me. I like everything this school offers me but it takes away so much more then it gives. I've lost some freedom that I once had and as to be expected, a bit of my sanity. I'm a person in question when it comes to dealing with so many different aspects of my life."
Life lately has just put me through a lot and I'm overwhelmed but for once I'm taking it all in stride and trying to not let my anxiety get in the way. I guess I'm just coming to the understanding of how I'm going to have to deal with Stress and problems in my life now that I have such bad anxiety and depression.
Like most things in life, I am learning to live, accept and work with what I've been given.
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