Done Trying to Stop It

We've been through it over and over. I've said it again and again but I guess I'm just tired of trying to fight it all. Like I can sit here and say that I'm going to try and get over him but that's not happening. Hes something I cant have and we all know how I love to go after things I can't have. It's so much more then that. Theres a silent competition that's gone on between me and Holly now over him. I don't know I wish I could just get over him but we all know that's not going to happen so I'm just gonna live with it.