Last night brought up some serious feels. I mean it was bound to happen after 2 cups of cherry vodka, 2 cups of straight ever clear, and 2 shots of tequila. I found out more of what going on with Chris, he told me who he liked which was obvious but it was still a blow. He says he likes the concept but lets be real, hes been in love with that girl since the first day. Then he told me about his girl back home, I wished him luck and cheered him on. He needs a good girl in his life even though all I feel like he's doing is trying to get sex.
I know what your thinking "here it comes" yea I guess here is comes. This is cracking into the vault of level four stuff. What the hell does this guy see in all these girls? I mean lets be real. I'm probably the only one who's legitly there for him and talks to him a lot, from what I noticed I'm the only one that's genuinely nice. I like him so much and it doesn't even matter. I'm stuck between this being a good thing because I don't want to ruin my friendship and being upset because I feel like I just lost someone important.
With all this being said its kinda brought up my feelings of graduation and that in general is killing me inside. That was such a horrible day for me.
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