Expectations

You know i don't know what I'm wanting from people. I don't want there sympathy but then again i don't want to be a bitch and not care about anything like a certain ex friend who hated everything! I want a happy life but maybe i just expect to much from people or maybe not... I just don't know. I just feel like no one really cares about how i feel or what I want. Aren't my friends and family suppose to be there for me or have i not expressed enough distress for them yet. Its always a push-pull kind of thing and i feel like i never get it right.